I know I’m not a writer. I tell everyone I know because for some reason people think I could be great at it. I’m not. I’m a talker. And a little bit of a listener.
but lately I have a need to write, I need to get my thoughts out. Not because I think anyone will be interested in what I write but because I need to know I’m still sane.
You see I wrote an email a few weeks ago, a long email. Not my kind of style but I wrote it. I read it over and over again before sending it. I wanted to make sure that the grammar is correct. I wanted to make sure the message is clear and concise. I wanted to make sure I was making sense, I mean after all I have a fear of writing, I’ve never been good at it.
Pressed SEND. Till today no response. Lol!!!
I’m laughing now but I was very hurt. I stripped myself bare on that mail. I laid all my feelings on that email.I stripped all my layers and exposed my true feelings. NO RESPONSE!
so I took this challenge, that I’m going to write. Not to that person though, I’m going to write to myself via this blog. Firstly to prove to myself that I can give this writing thing a shot and excel. Secondly to check if I’m still sane because MAYBE the reason I got no response is that I made no sense at all. Lol! It is possible.
Look out for my blogs, I will be writing about My day.My work. My daughter. My life. My love life. My struggles. Promise not to judge ok?!
I know I’m not talking to myself